It's been a crazy month

There has been much going on since I posted last.  I still haven't gotten a job.  I feel like this is a no win situation. I always get asked in the interview why I came to Kirksville. I have one of two choices.  Either tell the truth, which tells the interviewer that I'm moving in 2 years or lie. So far I haven't found a good lie to tell. UGH....I am also very over qualified for every job and no one wants to give me a chance because  I will be bored or not want the pay. I'm so depressed about this. UGH

So there is a group here on campus for spouses, significant others and partners. It was one of the reason why we decided to come to Kirksville. It has different clubs for each spouse to join and most were things that I wanted to do. I was super excited to join this group and make friends and have stuff to do here since there isn't much to do.  Anyway, they had a general meeting to introduce the clubs and talk about the group.  When I got there no one would sit by me or talk to me and after the meeting I tried to go to the different club tables and talk to people and I actually had people turn their backs to me. I left went home and started crying.  I think I cried for about an hour. I wasn't going to do anything about it and NH joined the Diversity Committee at school in hopes to shed light to what happen.  Well turns out its not really what the group is about.  So I decided to write a letter to the faculty advisor and the spouse advisor about what happened and how I felt.  The faculty advisor emailed me and I met her for lunch....Well long story short the president of this group is coming over tomorrow to meet with me and I don't know what...........So we will see what happens..........Did I mention that she is LDS?  LOL

I have joined the book club and the Canterbury club at church.  It's still so strange to me to be going to church and actually enjoying it!! lol  Last weekend was the blessing of the animals and we took Daphne.  She had so much fun and was so well behaved.  It was a good time.

As for everything else, I am super depressed and my health is not great.  I think I have a gluten allergy but its really hard to limit my diet and eat only meat and veggies since we have no income coming in.  I also cant go to the doctor or a counselor for my depression.  I can't seem to get motivated to work out or do much of anything...UGH... I wish this was easier!!