Friday, November 6, 2009

Work woes and the loss of a bestfriend

So work has pretty much been sucking. People are ALWAYS calling out sick and I have been working very understaffed. It totally sucks knowing that on certain days there is a 75% chance that my coworker will call out sick. So I have applied for the Medical Review Coordinator position and I should find out within the next week if I get it. I'm not totally keeping my fingers crossed that way I can't be dissapointed if I don't get it. But I am so ready to have a new position in the company for more than one reason. Which brings me to the second part of my post title. So my BFF and I have not been doing well for awhile. But I she finds out that I applied for the Medical Review position and tells me that she applied for it as well. Well after grilling me about why I applied. She proceeds to throw me under the bus at work and has tried to dis-credit me with my co-workers. I confronted her about it and she got totally defensive and denied everything. I am so sick and tired of playing highschool drama. SO I decided to end our friendship. WELL... it has Totally backfired for me with regards to work... NOTE TO SELF: Never have a best friend at work!!!

So anyway she has now said to multiple people at work that I am not smart enough to get the position and then there was a call out for a sick person and she did not call me to come into work, but told my boss that she tried everyone and no one would come in!! I AM SO ANGRY.... Needless to say, she obviously was NEVER my bestfriend and I am better off with out her, but I am still so hurt that I invested so much of myself into her and our friendship only to get shit on.


I am trying to gain a new attitude about work and not get bogged down in the drama and crap.. But most days it is so hard!! Why can't this be easier?

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