We started out as "just friends" because he didn't feel a connection with me. That was cool with me. Over the next couple weeks we became close and started to see each other but nothing serious or exclusive. After a month of that I suggested that we make it official and his response was " I guess so, but this doesn't mean I love you are anything" LOL Hello should have been my RED flag. But no, I only think with my heart and not my head. (i know...... wtf Kirsty!!) So we did the serious thing for about two weeks or so and then I got the news about losing my job and the fact that I might be moving out of state for a new one. So he breaks up with me.. Cool........ I tell him that's cool, because for the last month he's been telling me he doesn't see a long term future with us! Ok no problem....... So I said let's just go back to seeing each other casually. I get the job in Seattle and he tells me to go and not worry about him or anything. SO that is what I do. And wouldn't you know it, not even a week goes by and he tells me he is in love with me and can't live with out me and that if I want to quit my new job and move home. I can live with him. He thinks I would be a great wife and mother ( I DON"T WANT KIDS!!!!!)
So I tell him that this is too much and I have too much going on to think about this and to back off a little and give me space. Every time I'm talking to him he is on the verge of crying and telling me how much he loves me. Whatever, you only think that cause I'm gone now. JESUS!!! I finally tell him that I can't do this and that we need to just be friends. He says that is fine and he looks forward to that, but of course I get emails about me moving home and quitting my job or him moving up here so we can be together. WTF, you didn't see a future with me!! I"m done. DONE DONE DONE.......
That's all I have to say.......LOL (Sorry for the Rant)
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